What is my personal experience with the Lord
In Mark 3:13-15, we realise that Jesus only have intentional expectation from His relationship with His Disciples. Jesus asks all who will follow Him and manifest his mandate to BE WITH HIM so that he can invest in them and pour Himself on them.
Jesus priority is to deposit an experience in our lives, this is what He did with His disciples so that we can have total assurance in the truth of the mandate Jesus has called us to continue. This personal experience that we gain from being with Jesus is the only way even ourselves can receive the fullness of God's glory here on earth, this is how our experience/story can be formed so that when we face difficult situations or trial or temptations, we can be certain to stand firm and remain committed to the mandate Jesus handed over to us.